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About laurieskillern

Photographer | Writer Hello! I'm a photographer who seeks solace in the forgotten corners of the world. My lens captures the haunting beauty of decay, abandoned places, and hidden histories. After 48 years of keeping my work hidden, I've finally decided to share my writings with the world. Each word carries the weight of memories, and every sentence is a testament to resilience – especially after being told I'd never be a writer. My photography and writing transcend mere aesthetics; they're my lifeline. In the midst of depression, they remind me that beauty exists even in decay. Through my lens and pen, I find healing and connection, weaving stories that echo across time. Welcome to “Photographs and Memories,” where images and words intertwine, creating a tapestry of emotions and forgotten tales. Feel free to explore – you’re invited to wander through the echoes of the past.

Honoring Our Ancestors: A Journey Through Time and Tradition

The Old Farmhouse

Our ancestors have bestowed upon us a treasure trove of wisdom, resilience, and love. Their lives, filled with both triumphs and challenges, have shaped the world we live in today. Honoring them is not only a way to acknowledge their contributions but also to connect with our roots and understand our place in the grand tapestry of life.

Remember Their Stories

Sharing the tales of our ancestors’ lives helps keep their memory alive. Whether it’s recounting stories of their hardships and victories or simply remembering their daily routines, these narratives provide a sense of continuity and connection to our past.

Preserve Traditions

Engaging in customs and rituals that were important to our ancestors is a meaningful way to honor them. Cooking family recipes, celebrating cultural festivals, or practicing traditional crafts can bring a sense of closeness and respect for their legacy.

Maintain Gravesites

Regular visits to gravesites, keeping them clean, and adorning them with flowers or other meaningful items can be a poignant way to show respect. It’s a physical manifestation of our remembrance and care.

Create Memorials

Dedicating a space in your home with photos and keepsakes of your ancestors can serve as a daily reminder of their presence in your life. Lighting a candle in their memory can be a simple yet powerful ritual.

Live Their Values

Embracing the values that our ancestors held dear, such as kindness, hard work, and community service, is one of the most profound ways to honor them. By living in a way that reflects their beliefs, we ensure their spirit lives on through our actions.

Research Your Ancestry

Delving into your family history through genealogy can deepen your appreciation for your ancestors. Understanding where you come from and discovering your roots can be a transformative experience.

Storytelling and Sharing

Organizing family gatherings where stories about ancestors are shared fosters a sense of belonging and continuity. These gatherings can be a time to reflect, remember, and reconnect with your heritage.

Celebrate Their Lives

Marking significant dates, such as birthdays and anniversaries, with ceremonies or quiet reflections can be a beautiful way to honor your ancestors. These moments of remembrance can bring comfort and a sense of connection.

Living Their Legacy

Ultimately, the greatest gift our ancestors have given us is the understanding that we are not alone. By honoring their legacy, we honor ourselves and the future we are building for those who will come after us. It’s about keeping their spirit alive in our hearts and actions, finding strength in their stories, and drawing inspiration from their lives.

Honoring our ancestors is a journey—a journey that connects us to our past, enriches our present, and guides our future.

Finding Everyday Magical Moments

Embracing the beauty in everyday life is a wonderful way to discover magical moments, especially as a senior adult. Here are some delightful ways to find magic in your day-to-day experiences:

  • Nature Walks: Enjoy the tranquility of nature. Whether it’s a morning stroll or an evening walk, take time to observe the changing seasons, listen to the birds, and breathe in the fresh air.
  • Gardening: Nurture plants and flowers in your garden. Watching them grow and bloom can be a truly magical experience, connecting you with the cycle of life and nature’s beauty.
  • Creative Pursuits: Engage in activities like painting, knitting, writing, or any other form of artistic expression. Creating something with your hands can bring immense joy and a sense of accomplishment.
  • Mindfulness Practices: Meditate, practice yoga, or simply enjoy moments of quiet reflection. These practices can help center your mind and bring a sense of peace and clarity.
  • Reading and Storytelling: Dive into a good book or share your life stories with others. Reading can transport you to different worlds, and storytelling can preserve cherished memories.
  • Journaling: Document your thoughts, experiences, and reflections in a journal. It’s a wonderful way to process your feelings, celebrate your achievements, and capture the magic in everyday moments.
  • Social Connections: Spend time with loved ones, join clubs or groups, and make new friends. Social interactions can enrich your life and provide a strong support network.
  • Volunteer Work: Give back to your community through volunteering. Helping others can bring a profound sense of purpose and joy.
  • Travel and Exploration: Discover new places, whether they’re nearby or far away. Every journey, big or small, is an adventure waiting to be experienced.
  • Cooking and Baking: Experiment with new recipes and share meals with family and friends. The process of preparing food can be meditative, and the act of sharing it can be heartwarming.
  • Music and Dance: Listen to your favorite music, attend concerts, or dance around your living room. Music can uplift your spirits and bring a sense of joy and energy.

Incorporating these activities into your daily routine can help you find joy and wonder in the simple, everyday moments of life. Remember, magic is all around us—it’s just a matter of taking the time to notice and appreciate it.

Spooky Beauty

Unveiling the Mysteries of the Haunted Allen House

Nestled in the charming town of Monticello, Arkansas, the Allen House stands as a testament to both architectural beauty and eerie history. Built in 1906 by the prominent businessman Joe Lee Allen, this grand home has become a focal point for ghost hunters and history enthusiasts alike.

The Allen House

The Tragic Tale of Ladell Allen

The most haunting story associated with the Allen House is that of LaDell Allen, Joe Lee Allen’s daughter. On Christmas 1948, Ladell tragically took her own life by consuming cyanide, passing away eight days later. Her grief-stricken mother sealed off Ladell’s room, leaving it untouched for nearly four decades. When the room was finally opened, a cyanide bottle was discovered on a closet shelf, adding to the house’s mystique.

Paranormal Activities

Over the years, numerous tenants have reported strange occurrences within the Allen House. From sightings of a woman in the window of Ladell’s room to unexplained noises and movements, the house has earned its reputation as one of Arkansas’s most haunted locations. The current owners, Mark and Rebecca Spencer, uncovered 90 letters that revealed a secret relationship, possibly explaining Ladell’s tragic decision.

A Destination for the Brave

Today, the Allen House is a popular destination for those intrigued by its chilling past. Guided tours are available, especially around Halloween, offering a glimpse into the house’s storied history and paranormal activities. Visitors often leave with a sense of awe and a few goosebumps, having experienced the blend of beauty and mystery that defines the Allen House.

Capturing the Essence

For photography enthusiasts like myself, the Allen House offers a unique opportunity to capture the essence of a bygone era. The intricate details of its architecture, combined with the haunting stories, make for compelling subjects. Whether you’re drawn to its historical significance or its ghostly tales, the Allen House is a place where the past and present intertwine in the most fascinating ways.

Lost Girl

I was a bright, curious girl with a heart full of dreams. I lived with my mother and father, who loved me dearly. However, life was often unstable because my father struggled to manage our finances. He had a habit of not paying bills on time, which led to frequent moves from one place to another. At times, we went without electricity or running water.

Sorry, it’s the only image I have of Smiley.

From a young age, I learned to adapt quickly to new environments. Each time we moved, I made sure to carry my favorite belongings: a large stuffed monkey named Smiley and a well-worn book of ghost stories so they wouldn’t be lost. These items provided me with comfort and a sense of continuity amidst the chaos.

My mother was the one who worked tirelessly to support our family, while Dad did not work most of the time. By the end of her workday, she was often so exhausted that she seemed distant and unable to offer much support. Her fatigue left her with little energy to listen to my stories or provide encouragement.

Despite this, one of my cherished memories was listening to the captivating family stories they would tell. Their tales of sometimes crazy adventures and family history filled my imagination with wonder and excitement.

Making friends was always bittersweet for me. I would form a bond with a new friend, only to move away shortly after. This constant cycle of making and losing friends made me feel lonely, but it also taught me to cherish the moments I had with each person I met.

As I grew older, I started working small jobs to help support our family. However, my father would take my paychecks, which made me feel even more insecure.

After my parents separated, my father decided to move back to California. Since he had just undergone major heart surgery, I went with him to help out. Unfortunately, life continued to get worse. I didn’t have transportation to get around, and even after securing a job, I couldn’t start because I had no way to get there or a way to pay for the uniform. My dad spent most of his time with a woman he had met and was rarely around, often leaving me alone with nothing to eat.

Eventually, he pawned me off to live with his brother so he could be with his girlfriend, whom he later married. Unfortunately, my uncle was just as unreliable as my father, and life with him was equally unstable.

After a short time, I decided to move back to Arkansas. When I returned, my mother was living with my grandmother. Being back with my mother and grandmother provided a sense of familiarity and stability that I had longed for.

Through these and other experiences, I became resilient and resourceful. I learned to rely on myself and found strength in my creativity and resourcefulness. No matter what life threw at me, I always found a way to keep moving forward and hold onto hope.

Whispers from the Antebellum House

In the heart of a forgotten town, where time dances to a spectral tune, stands an old colonial home that was built in 1811. Its weathered facade, etched by centuries, tells stories of bygone eras.

Nestled among century-old oak, black walnut, and pecan trees, the house exudes a quiet dignity. The land around it stretches like an ancient quilt, stitched together by fields that sway with the rhythm of seasons. The air smells of damp earth and memories, as if the very soil holds secrets.

Two stories tall, the house wears its age with grace. Its timeworn wooden siding bears the scars of countless storms, yet it stands proud. The two historic hand-stacked stone chimneys reach toward the heavens on either side of the home. They’ve witnessed generations gather around crackling fires, sharing tales of love, loss, and longing. The front porch spans the entire width of the house like a weathered stage where life’s dramas unfold. Here, rocking chairs creak in harmony with the wind, inviting visitors to sit and listen.

Locals murmur about its hidden history. Once a thriving stagecoach hub, the old house extended open arms to road-weary travelers seeking solace from the dusty trails. But behind the veneer of hospitality, shadows clung—a clandestine past woven into its timeworn walls. Some say it harbored secrets as a speakeasy, where laughter and jazz notes danced through dimly lit rooms. Others insist it moonlighted as a jail, its heavy doors concealing stories of transgressions and whispered confessions.

Two hundred feet from the back door, nestled within the property, lies an ancient Civil War cemetery—a patchwork of forgotten souls. Here, the air trembles with echoes of cannonfire and tearful farewells. The spirits of soldiers, long departed, roam these hallowed grounds, their ethereal forms seeking solace or perhaps unfinished battles.

The old stone building from the original kitchen, still stands behind the home. The old walls bore witness to culinary triumphs and mishaps, the burnt crust of a forgotten loaf, the alchemical fusion of spices in a stew. When storms raged outside, the kitchen remained a sanctuary, a refuge where hunger was tamed, and camaraderie flourished.

Within the aging home, the creaky stairs murmur secret echoes of hurried footsteps etched into their timeworn wood. In the dead of night, unseen hands trail cold fingers across skin, leaving shivers in their wake. Ascending the staircase, a spectral Victorian figure glides like a veiled silhouette whose gown rustles like autumn leaves caught in an eternal breeze.

The kitchen, a place where mundane and ethereal converged, holds its own mysteries. Thin wisps of smoke dances, defying logic, even when no appliance stirred. The doorbell chimes at odd hours, yet no visible visitor stands on the threshold. And the pet dog, ever vigilant, barks at shadows sensing what human eyes could not discern.

But most peculiar of all is the inexplicable drain on new batteries. As if the house hungers for energy, it devours their charge, leaving them lifeless. Was it a mere quirk of fate or evidence that the house itself pulses with an otherworldly appetite?

And so, the dwelling stands, a crossroads of realms, where memories whisper, and the veil between the living and the spectral grows thin.

For Sale: The sign stands discreetly near the dirt drive, weathered like the house itself. A chance for a new chapter, a brave soul to step into the echoes of history. Will you be the one to unlock its secrets? Perhaps, if you listen closely, you’ll hear the whispers that bind past and present.

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The Ellis House

The Ellis House, constructed in 1886, was commissioned by Colonel John Fremont Ellis, MD. Dr. Ellis, a practitioner of homeopathic medicine, was drawn to Eureka Springs, Arkansas by its renowned “magic curative waters.”

The Ellis House, situated next to the historic and very haunted 1886 Crescent Hotel and Spa, is a single-family home that has been fully renovated and is available for nightly lodging. Currently, the house is up for sale.

The house is rumored to be haunted by the spirit of Dr. Ellis. 👻

Pappaw’s Smokehouse

Nestled among mature pecan trees and the gnarled grapevines, Pappaw’s smokehouse stood as a testament to bygone days. Its timeworn boards sagged under the weight of countless seasons, each groove etched with stories of laughter, love, and sustenance. Once, it had been more than mere shelter—it was a chamber of alchemy, where fragrant hickory and oak danced with fire, transforming humble cuts of meat into savory sustenance.

The family would gather there, their laughter mingling with the aromatic tendrils that escaped through the gaps in the wood. Children played tag around its sturdy legs, their imaginations fueled by the promise of secret hideaways within. Pappaw’s daddy, with his weathered hands, tended the fire, coaxing flavors from the smoke. The air itself seemed to carry the taste of smoked ham and bacon, a comforting embrace for all who entered.

But as the years wore on, Pappaw’s family grew smaller, and the fires in the smokehouse dwindled. The once-bustling gatherings became intimate affairs—a handful of loved ones huddled around the hearth, sharing memories and savoring the fading warmth. The scent of hickory lingered, but it no longer permeated the air with the same vigor.

The transformation was gradual. The smokehouse became a storage shed, its shelves laden with rusty tools, broken plows, and forgotten dreams. The scent of cured meats gave way to the mustiness of damp earth. Spiders wove intricate lacework across the forgotten corners, and the hinges groaned when the door swung open. The family rarely glanced its way, their lives consumed by busyness and change.

Still, there remained a magic about Pappaw’s smokehouse, a quiet resilience. It stood firm against encroaching vines, its chimney pointing toward the heavens. The sun painted patterns on its rusting roof, and the moon cast elongated shadows through gaps in the eaves. Some whispered that the smokehouse held memories etched into its very beams, the laughter of grandfathers, the tears of mothers, and the quiet giggles of children playing hide-and-seek.

Then came the autumn morning—the day the new owners arrived. They saw the smokehouse as an eyesore, a relic that hindered their vision of turning the old house into a wedding venue. The bulldozer arrived, its metal jaws hungry for timber. But Pappaw’s smokehouse resisted. Ancient timbers groaned as they were pried apart, dust swirling like memories set free.

As the last board fell, the smokehouse released its final sigh, a lament for days gone by. Pappaw’s smokehouse was no more and its secrets buried beneath splintered wood. Yet, in the quiet of the night, when the wind rustled through the grass, some claimed they heard echoes of laughter, the confessions, and the promises, rising from the earth.

And so, the old smokehouse transformed into a memory, etched into the collective consciousness of the family. Its legacy persisted in the stories handed down from generation to generation. The children could no longer explore its ruins or listen to the tales of old, for all those who once used the old smokehouse, when smoke curled from its chimney, had departed from this world.

Perhaps Pappaw’s smokehouse still stands as a phantom structure, its walls serving as a poignant reminder that even in demolition, beauty, history, and the quiet resilience of forgotten places endure.

Painful Memories

In the streets near my childhood home, I navigated a delicate balance between innocence and vulnerability. At four years old, I was a small girl with scraped knees and bruised elbows which were a testament to the relentless torment inflicted by my older cousin, Dale. He lived next door, and our lives intersected in ways that left indelible marks on my young soul.

Dale, Denice & Me

Dale’s favorite game was to ride his bicycle quickly and deliberately into mine whenever he could. The pavement became my adversary, and my scraped limbs bore witness to Dale’s twisted game. I’d pick myself up, tears streaming, and wonder why he targeted me. Was it jealousy? Cruelty? Or perhaps something darker lurking within him?

If I was at my uncles house, playing with Denise, I knew to be home as twilight approached. As I prepared to leave that’s when Dale would start whispering tales of the boogeyman into my ear. He painted a vivid picture: gnarled claws, eyes like dying embers, and an insatiable hunger for little girls who dared to be outside after dark. My heart raced, and I’d sprint home as fast as I could, his taunting voice echoing, “There he is! He’s going to get you!” Once safely at my door, out of breath, I could hear his maniacal laughter as I slammed the door closed and locked it.

Sadly, this is only two examples of the torment, both physical and emotional, that he put me through. Eventually, my family moved to another town where healing began. The scars remained and eventually Dale’s cruelty faded into memory.

I have such mixed feelings about Dale. On one hand, I loved him; on the other, I was terrified of him. His tortured soul left an indelible mark. I hope he was able to find the peace he deserved. His life was a storm of anguish, and at age 57, he departed this world, leaving behind a legacy of pain and unanswered questions—not just mine, but others who loved him as well. Whether he ever discovered peace remains a mystery, concealed within the folds of time.

The Munchkin Shoes

In the cozy attic of our home, nestled among forgotten treasures, rests a pair of tiny shoes. They’re more than mere footwear; they’re vessels of wonder, stitched together with moonbeams and cradled by the softest whispers of the wind.

I remember the day we bought them at J.C. Penney, wrapped in delicate paper like a secret waiting to be unveiled. Their soles were as tender as a baby’s sigh, and their laces seemed to hold the promise of countless adventures. My heart fluttered as I cradled them in my hands, thinking of the little feet that would soon fill those first real big-boy shoes.

Those shoes became trusty sidekicks, always primed for the next escapade. The sneakers carried him wearer through wobbly first steps, the ones that made us cheer, and the determined ones that led to exploration of every nook and cranny. They whisked him away on wild adventures in sun-dappled gardens where dragonflies danced around, their iridescent wings fluttering like secrets whispered by the wind. And oh, the puddles! Splashing in them with glee, laughter echoing through the air, those shoes weren’t mere footwear; they were magic carpets to boyhood wonder.

So, dear reader, if you ever ascend into an attic, take a moment. Cradle those shoes in your hands, feel their warmth, and listen. You might just catch the faintest sound of a toddler’s laughter, a mother’s lullaby, and the echoes of countless adventures he had in those tiny shoes.

Unveiling the Haunted Past in Lonoke

In the old home in Lonoke, Arkansas, when the spirits stirred, residents would hear knocks on the entry doors. Yet, upon opening the door, no one was ever there.

The footsteps danced across the upstairs floorboards, their echo haunting the quiet rooms. From the shadows, an unseen spectral grip emerges, leaving unmistakable marks on unsuspecting residents. And sometimes, inexplicably, the floor trembled, as if a phantom presence walked nearby, though no living soul stirred.

The doors, bolted shut against the unknown, would suddenly swing open. But if they were already ajar, they would close abruptly, as if guided by unseen hands. Black masses gathered, swirling like ink spilled across the ceiling. And evidence of orbs appeared in family photographs, floating overhead.

Within the timeworn walls of the residence, the residents strain to decipher the voices that echo through the rooms. Words, half-formed and laden with mystery, drift like smoke on the air. It’s as if the spirits themselves guard their secrets, veiling their intentions in whispers.

Who, or what, dwells within these ancient walls? Are they restless souls, bound by unfinished business? Or perhaps something older, more primal, woven into the very fabric of the house? And what other tales lie dormant, waiting for a curious soul to unravel them? The old home keeps its secrets close, and those who listen may find themselves forever changed.